Cristina's Fantasies

2006-01-05T02:30:00.000-08:00

the bachelorette ( ang babaeng di makuntento)

Im Ryza... ang babaeng di makuntento...bow.. after my 6 month relationship with "Amante"..my lovelife was a rolller coaster ride, a karnabal... daming dumating sa buhay ko... kala sya na sya na sya.. this is it.. yes.. i have found what ive been looking for..wrong number pala hehehe ang hirap when u look to hard...sometimes i just wanna give up... love will find me... nakakawindang din ksi mga lalaki...ala na ako tiwala..hehehe :)..........wish ko lng sana sana dumating na sya...

2005-10-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

there are things that no words can explain
feelings though strange, you cannot complain
emotions, passions that are not easy to discuss
Life has its difficulties, like a sudden storm in the night
but then it would be dull if its goes serenely without a plight
every twist has an end and encumbrances will back to norm
like a bright rainbow that appears after the storm

you are like a balm on my wounded heart
like a delightful treat for a deprived child
soothing, easing those, so hurtful past
like a lullaby that relaxes the mind
how complicated matters of the heart can be
or can it be as simple as A,B,C, like a perplex poser with a missing piece
or as lucid as a baby sleeping with much bliss

2005-08-11T22:08:00.000-07:00

My Lovesie VIC

You make my day brighter........ you make my day complete, you make me smile.....day by day my love for you grows. Im so lucky to have you in my life. You are the sweetest person i have known and I thank you for accepting of who I am....i know there are times that im so pasaway...i cant promise you anything..mahirap kc mag pwamis baka di ko matupad...but ill try... i love you so much

2005-07-26T03:02:00.000-07:00

Meeting Vic

i met him 3 weeks ago sa filipino channel. WE have a great chit chat....na nauwi sa usapan sa ym..twag sa haus, tx everyday...then we just found out that we are falling in love..naks!! Sa akin it was hard coz i was in a relationship and i do love ram....para i was betraying him...i tried asking him if he really loves me... di naman ako convinced sa sagot nya.. i felt that he was not sincere..dami pa kong balita about his being a playboy in the net. I decided to let him go... hanggang magsawa sya sa pagbibinata nya.. I chose Vic.. the guy who captured my heart...nasa timing nga pag dating nya sa buhay ko.... sana mag work kmi kc im so pagod na... kahit sa net lng kmi nagkakakilala i still believe na me patutunguhan e2... kc pag true love tlaga kahit anong medium mag bloom tlaga yun....diba... all i know is i love vic and im so happy that i have met him in this crazy cyber world....what happens next?? we never know....baka siya na tlaga!!! i hear wedding bells na nga eh...dreamer...hehehehehe

2005-07-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

D2 nagsmula lahat...............:)

Session Start: Tue Jul 05 12:13:50 2005Session Ident: mbe_me (~mbe_me@user-0c9h3or.cable.mindspring.com) hi ctc? sure asl? 29ftac bzbz? where is tac? tacloban oic u?? southbay tara sa 30plusmanila y invite lng kita don don na ako tenchu name mo pala?? victor and u am cristina cris for short hmmmm nice name so u chat here always? yup.... 7 months..... ic ok so what do u do? i mean work? sales exec in bayantel ic u? musta naman ang benta workwith security firm ok lng... how tall r u> 5'5 oic tall girl married? nope k so ur wotking rt now or lunch time? lunch time po ok so whats foe lunch? hmm pansit hmmmmm sarap cguro ang ulam mo.....bagal mong sumagot lol heheheheheh biro lang tapos na... me kausap lng sa ym ok hehehehe what ur real name? cristina ok victor ka diba?? oo tambay ka palagi d2 ha sorry natanong ko na pala oo ba ok lng do u have pic? yes i have can i see it pls? di ko ma send d2.. sa ym nalang sure send mo now ryza826 what is dat? ym id ko,... hmmm ano yun sowee di ko alam yun ym yahoo id po ic meron ka?? no wala ic... :) how could i get it? register ka sa yahoo baka pwede e-mail mo na lang pls cge po no email addie mo mbe_me@eathlink.net cge po..wait lng ilang pics ang gus2 mo?? hehehehehe ok..t u :P as much as u can...hehehehhee heheheh cge po kaw naman lalo akong tumatanda niyan....sa ka popo mo lol... ilan taon kana pala?? 39 tanda na di pa ako nga eh 29 na but pls dont call me PO.... me asawa kana? anak? WALA bibigyan mo ako heheheheh doink@victor me anak na ako.... gulat ka ano?? hmmm how old? 4 na ok g /b earthlink or eathlink? earthlink aww.. ano ba anh sasulat ko eathlink oooowwwwsssss soweee its tsokay lng tnx how often u go to manila hmmmm...tagal na di na ako nakakapunta jan ok na k sensyahan mo na send mo na ba? uu sandali lang k ganda mo pala pic lng yan,,,hehehehehe u dont look like a mommy so married ka na pala nope ala akong asawa oic :P sorru 2 personal yung question ko ok lng un so muts naman ang bby mo still there? yup... lagging ata ako bz ba? nope lag ata ako ok b or g yung bby mo? boy ok kaw kelan ka mg aasawa?? so still living with ur boyss dad? hanap mo ako nope... hiwalay na po kmi...tagal na oic have any plans to get married? hmmm... kng me mag alok ng kasal...y not? ok sa ganda mong yan ]cguro mapili ka lang di ah... hmmmmmm ala nga ngkakagus2 sa kin waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hahahahaha i mean ung seryos pareho tayo.... 22o naman akong tao... waaaaaaaaaa din ako u sound mabait naman di ako plastik and im not fortune hunters,,,ka2lad ng iba d2 fortune hunter* ic actually its been yrs na di ako nag cha chat masyado akong bz kasi sa work hayun,,,im just waiting for my prince to come..hahay,,kelan kaya yun?? talaga?? ya thats good..bz sa work kc holiday namin talaga... so medyo nakapagpahinha heto naisipinang mag chat so di ka talaga chatter? yap hehehe <---adik mukhang sa web cam mo kinuha yung pic mo oo ...hehehehe ok ba?? so u have a web cam at home ok nga eh ala nga ako pc sa bahay,, poor kc me..:P hmmmmm ows... uu so office meron ka bang web cam ala..d2 me sa cafe oic how far is your work from home? 3 blocks away... alay lakad lng thats good para at least malapit ka sa bby mo may i know ur real real name if u dont mind? im Cristina cheryl tibo 29 years old taga tacloban city grad sa UP tacloban college ok psychology crs ko :) so school mate mo yung x mo nope.. sa manila ko sya na meet oic hayun... so u work in manila 2? dati,,, ok pero am planning bumalik jan u mean sa manila uu kailan naman planohin ko pa ok sana nasa manila ka na pag nagbakasyon ako so i could meet u in person if u may san ka pala??? southbay san un?? southwest of LA kala mo manila ka lang oic hahahah np heheheheh ilang taon ka na jan?? '88 pa ako d2 tagal mo na din ah medyo at nagiisa huhuhhhuh wahahaha dami naman babae jan ah mag asawa kana bigyan mo nga ako hmm...waaaaaaaaa gawin bang,,taga hanap hehehehe pwede ba cge na nga so how could i get in touch with u para malaman kong naghahanap ka nga hehehehehehe ha ha ha ha ano ba gu2 mo?? gus28 basta mabait tapos?? kasing bait mo at kasing ganda mo at kasing tangkad mo e di ako na yun... hehehehehehe hahahaa ikaw ang may sabi niyan kc naman... kasing bait..kasing tangkad... eh di clone ko na un or twin,,, hahaha may i know ur phone and cell if u dont mind? +639179705769 tatawag ka?? naks cell ba 2? uu landline naman... k u mean land line tung no na ito? nope cell... ok eh yung land line mo me landline din kmi. may i have it pls 63 53 3215148 home ba 2? uu... k san ka twag haus or cell?? thank u very mucho cell cguro mamaya kung ok lang sa u sure... no ba oras jan?? 11:45 pm na almost time for nite nite honga sana i could meet u in person d2 almost 3pm tagal ka pa uwi eh almost time to go home san ka>> work?? home i mean u o...i toot work ka pa nop holiday namin ngayon 4th of July ay honga pala... Independence Day oi me pic ka?? yap patingin nga kaya lang pangit me pic ok lng un takot lahat ang makakita nope di ya na pakita nga amps kuha mo na san??? san mo send?? sa pinag send nan mo ala eh try mo ulit ok kaya mo yan lol hahah hayun na o saan ka na? natakot na liit naman san ka don? san ka don??? amps naka salamin maliit ba o sobrang laki katabi mo sina joel torre?? huwaw ya kets mo katabi?? b-day ni anton yung nasa dulo uu..kilala ko un... friends kau ni joel?? di naman bisita lang ako hehehehe pareho pala kaming bisita san un?? sa may timog kelan un?? kelan ba oh..last sept anyway, just waana say tnx for ur time ur such a nice person hope to see u again same here kasi nite nite na ako cge po..sleep na kaw victor... work me na bukas victor ryt? hehehehehe have a nive day u too... take care sleep tyt byeeeee tnx for ur time u2Session Close: Tue Jul 05 14:22:16 2005

2005-07-15T21:57:00.000-07:00

Love has found me

love has been right by your side
so close that you couldnt see
If love could speak and reach out to the sky
Ive always been here.....I always will be....

2005-07-10T22:17:00.000-07:00

each dream of mine begins and ends
with loving thoughts of you
and you are the most important of everything i do

you are on my mind
and in my heart
each moment of the day
and no one else in all the world
could make me feel this way................................

2005-07-10T18:14:00.000-07:00

when we first met, i knew you were the one fo me
you touched my heart and spoke to my soul
in a way id never known before..
you slipped into my life,
so gently and naturally
in a perfect way..at a perfect time............

2005-07-06T18:07:00.000-07:00

Crazy for you

Its great to be inlove! You feel like you are flying..no worries..everything seems so right and perfect..
But we are not living in a perfect world...your love for somebody will be tested..doubts will enter your mind..does he really loves me?? am i for keeps?
In my heart, in my soul and in my heart he is for real My feelings for Ram is real and genuine.. I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD...
Ram is someone who have this magical charm that draws women into his loving arms....
My head tells me that im a fool.. i should forget him.. but my heart says go on, fight for him without knowing how to win.. take the risk... at least ive tried diba?
"bakit alam ba nila kung ano nagpapasaya sa akin?? Masaktan man ako at least naging happy na din ako.... CRAZY nga?? hehehe

2005-07-03T17:44:00.000-07:00

WOES OF AN UNTOLD LOVE

(Excerpts)

Must i wish,

Must i hope?

That the laughter,

the talks..

Be given a final

chance with walks,

in the summer rain,

Oh dream were only friends....

But heart's awakened

to love's magical bend

2005-07-01T02:43:00.000-07:00

Men in Snowqueens's Life

Leonard Jay Demerin- my first boyfriend. Athlete, band member, dean's lister, religious. Ideal boyfriend tlaga. The sweetest guy ive known. No vices, always mabango and neat. Im so lucky to have him. I was only 17, hmmm me topak....i got bored with him. I decided to join a sorority, he got mad...we had a huge fight. I broke up with him. He tried to win me back several times. Ma pride kc ako.....:(
Jett Quebec- He was 3 years younger than me...hehehe cradle snatcher. My barkada doesnt like him coz he was young. Jett, was very malambing. Very persistent, kc lubog na sa baha sa bahay, punta pa din yan. Thats why i fell in love with him. Mejo magulo na relationship kc madami magugulo. Naiinggit...we kept it a secret pero nalaman din nila.. we decided to part ways.Now, we r good friends.. and he is happily married.
Jerwin Igano- hmmmm...what can i say about this guy? aside from payatot, hehehe...very shy, workaholic, smart..good looking...we met during the time na mga broken hearted kmi...he was across the oval...then our eyes met...boommm... fireworks....we started as good friends. Going to the library together, sumayaw sa kalye. Our friendship ended when we were alone in the AV Hall....he kissed me...whahahah nagulat tlaga ako non...deeply suprised!
Francis Reas Grefiel- a roller coaster ride...break up, kmi ulit, break, kmi ulit....hehehehe...i was very much inlove with this guy...kaya lng he was too weak sa tukso..we broke up....( for the 1st time) then he courted me again, kc narealize nya na importante pala ako sa buhay niya.....then hiwalay ulit..kc ako naman ang me problema..bad..hehehehe
Lorenzo Buenviaje- the father of my child...jan talaga ako na inlove ng sobra..isuko ba naman ang bataan..lols....i will never forget him.. we have good memories together...he made me stronger and wiser. He looks like Alex Band of the Calling... kaya dami naghahabol jan na chicks....
Present bf-*secret* he is 20+ older than me. Unpredictable ugali... not very open to me.. i have to guess whats wrong with him...pero lab ko talaga 2. Kaya nga lahat na ata ng pagtitiis nagawa ko na for him....

2005-06-24T02:22:00.000-07:00

My Favorite People sa Chatworld

Si Kenji- yan ang suspect kng bakit napa blogging na din ako! heheheh. He is such a great guy

very creative, imaginative, sarap kausap. Quite mysterious din po ang tao e2...lulubog lilitaw. Bf material siya. He makes me laugh talaga. Kaya nga I miss him pag ala di online yan.

Dilber_sean, I met him 3 weeks ago palang ata. He is nice naman. Kulit din like me. Shy sa totoong buhay. Distorbo sa gabi kc late na kng mag tx..heheheh

Si ChiP`, pinaka lab ko sa lahat. January 2005 ko sya na meet. Mabait, maloko din minsan. Seryos sa fone yan. Ganda ng voice. Gaan kagad ng loob ko d2 sa taong e2. Mejo strict nga lng...hmmm minsan pag galit na sya...tahimik lng po.. kaya minsan sarap asarin

Pearl_28, my sis my bestfriend. Very fragile yan, sweet at sobrang bait. Mahal ko yan. She is a true friend. Im so lucky to have her as my best bud.

Si Nanay ko, 22o siya, pag me gus2 sya sabihin sau sasabihin nya. Mataray ever, she is also sweet. Ipaglalaban ka tlaga nya.. yan na nagustuhan ko sa kanya.Pag mahal nya, mahal ka tlaga nya. Thats why im soo lucky na friends kmi.

Si Icebreaker, my mittens. Kakulitan sa main at privy. Kaagapay ko din yan sa hirap at ginhawa. Bait din at malambing. Parang ang lungkot ng channel pag ala yan..makulit kc yan. Ewan ko in real life?

2005-06-24T01:48:00.000-07:00

Aprub

Chocnut
chocolates
charmed
Kapuso
Disney Channel
30plusmanila
Mom-c, Nanay kong Mahal
Guess
Kamiseta
Baby cologne
Ck One
Pearl, my best friend
Guys with eyeglasses
Irc Chat
Boy, ang dakilang alalay ko
cellphone
same ground (kitchie)
Reality based shows
Harry Potter
Starbucks
Figaro
Pringles
Down to earth ppl
Makulit
totoo sa sarili
blogs
diary
older guys (heheheheh)

2005-06-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

Love is......................

something that makes me smile

something that makes me cry

something that makes me happy

something that makes me want to fly

something that makes me blush

something that makes me crazy

something that makes me wanna write poems

something that makes me wanna sing songs with higher notes

something that makes me blind

something that makes me forgive and forget

something that I Really Need

The greatest feeling that Ive ever felt